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Staying~Connected
03:30
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Apprehensive Lights
03:51
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Im dying
I dont wanna feel anymore
Im crying
Cant do it anymore
I work and work but never see any money
I hurt i hurt nobody can love me
Im in the doctors office and pills never release me
It's the only thing i have that cuts through to me
Terminal depression
Your exits are fantasies
I demand clarity
Trepidation placed the colors in the sky
And my ability to question why
Its colors are yellow and white
Typical emotions threading softly
A wild spirit of melancholy
I cradle in the dark so my shadow won't frighten me
When will the world see the hidden realities
That priest walks by and tells a child
The lord took my mind
There's a glare in his eye
Child cannot see he preaches lies.
Blessed Father believes he preaches of God's love.
But the root of evil lies deep in his spirituality.
I don't mean to pick on religion
But the man who shouldn't judge seems to hate the public
Feed us some love and shed us some light
We need these things to continue to fight
I hurt i hurt, oh you know i hurt.
Don't talk to me like i can't feel anything
What goes through your mind when your stuck in contemplation
I bet it's just bad as mine
I hurt i hurt, oh you know i hurt.
Don't talk to me like i can't feel anything
What goes through your mind when your stuck in contemplation
I bet it's just bad as mine
I hurt i hurt, oh you know i hurt.
Don't talk to me like i can't feel anything
When will the world see the hidden realities
That priest walks by and told a child
The lord took my mind
There's a glare in his eye
I hurt i hurt, oh you know i hurt.
Don't talk to me like i can't feel anything
What goes through your mind when your stuck in contemplation
I bet it's just bad as mine
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3. |
A Selfish Act
01:57
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Suicide, the act of taking one's own life.
A decision people wish was a lie.
A selfish act one can say.
Your selfish act to wish they stay.
Sinking internal void, somehow speaking through callused skin.
Causing walls to give in.
Feeding demise while trying to rise.
Time grows still when your clogged with despair, the silence chokes the air.
No more room left for any sorrow when there's no one left to borrow.
Suicide, the act of taking one's own life.
A decision people wish was a lie.
A selfish act one would say.
Your selfish act to wish they stayed in a sinking internal void
Time grows still when your clogged with despair, the silence chokes the air.
No more room left for any sorrow when there's no one left to borrow.
Suicide, the act of taking one's own life.
A decision people wish was a lie.
A selfish act one can say!
Your selfish act to wish they stayed!
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4. |
What Was Said~
04:18
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5. |
To The Cliffs
02:26
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Do what you want i don't care
Hold onto your grudge and choke on it
Enough with your petty actions
You've dropped to a fraction
Years of friendship suddenly shallow
Hear the sounds of asphyxiation
I suggest you don't keep the air
You jumped off a cliff and dove into the ground
Searching for an answer where there's nothing to be found
Your lies and troubling pain will never rip through me again
Would you look at me im not a child unable to speak
Since you can't see me for what i am
You'll never saw the height of the fall till they hit the ground
Asphyxiating grudges
Imprudencies
Vindictive demeanors
Ignored disposition
FALL!
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6. |
Troubled Little Seeds
03:11
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Why do you talk to me this way
I am a human being
If you hit me im gonna start to cry
You wanna stab me?
Are you able to watch me die?
Your words are poisonous darts
I heard them from inside your belly
I saw the lights you cast away
I should've died on the high way
That darkness you shove down
Flows right into me
Unnecessity filled with complacency
Troubled little seed, the trouble exceeds.
You talk about me like im not even here
Why don't you just cast me away
Why do you talk to me this way
I am a human being
If you hit me im gonna start to cry
Troubled little seed
You talk about me like im not even here
I'm nothing but a body in the way
I should've died on the high way
Unnecessity filled with complacency
Troubled little seed, the trouble exceeds.
You talk about me like im not even here
Why don't you just cast me away
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7. |
It Never Gets Old~
03:42
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8. |
Road Rash
02:53
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Crawled in a hole.
Crawled in to die.
Nothing comes to mind when you talk of demise.
I'll pop another pill and I'll sink till im warm.
Behind that thick wall i can hear your voice.
Keep telling me im going down the drain, I'm sorry you watching me causes you so much pain.
This isn't how i wanted it but believe i pushed it.
I'm breaking im sorry im breaking
You apathetic fool;
I'm sorry, I'm breaking.
I'm breaking, i'm sorry i'm depressing.
I'm breaking, I'm sorry i'm breaking.
I'm thinking I'm sorry i've been breaking
Don't say you told me so.
I'm everything you forgotten.
Crawled out of a hole.
Crawled to this world.
Losing old friends.
Who's idea was it to give me this life.
All anybody does is lie.
Good ol rock bottom my one true friend.
I never have to apologize but i must accept your cold floor to dream upon.
Stare into nothing and see beginnings.
Goodbye kisses good ol rock bottom.
Goodbye kisses good ol rock bottom.
Get out of my face you two faced liar.
Go lie to your deepest grave.
Keep telling me im going down the drain, I'm sorry you watching me causes you so much pain.
This isn't how i wanted it but believe i pushed it.
I'm breaking im sorry im breaking
Im breaking im sorry im breaking
I'm sorry im breaking and bleeding
I'm sorry Im breaking
im sorry im barely breathing
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9. |
Pooh Bear's Vibrato
00:33
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10. |
Hydrazine
08:10
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11. |
Forgetful
08:07
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Anhedonia Los Angeles, California
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